Dear Head Difficult,
I am a twenty-five-year-old introverted, socially-awkward, geeky fat girl who has never been kissed. Personally I think unusual about this, since it feels as though there will be something really incorrect with me, causing all of my friends is much more knowledgeable than i’m.
I don’t actually know if I experience the strength for a relationship now, while having had terrible fortune in online dating — typically We end up satisfying men that have fetishes for inexperience or fatness or smart ladies, I am also really the only fat/virgin/geek female they actually ever met, and so they NEED TO HAVE myself or they’ll be ALONE FOREVER! and so they tell me that obviously they are the only one who could ever anything like me in any event, right after which We block all of them on AIM and don’t answer her phone calls. Or individuals who I am into include demonstrably not into me personally, whenever they’re great about any of it we end up as buddies, if in case they’re jerks regarding it I’m amazingly not into them any longer, because I’m not into wanks.
At the very least, despair often produces us to whine to my buddies regarding how embarrassing Im and no person really likes myself aside from scary guys, woe, angst. My buddies tend to be lovely, but typically they pull-out the outdated story how I’m simply really overwhelming, because I’m smart and amusing and awesome, and REALLY dudes don’t query myself out/get unusual and remote or jerky after I’ve asked them away because Im JUST TERRIFYINGLY ASTONISHING. Continue reading “Matter #174: relationships ways of this TERRIFYINGLY EXCELLENT”